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Friday, 29 August 2008

  • Gosh could someone help

    I am now in college and im having serious motivational issues. At Iowa State the architecture program is very challenging to get into because only a tenth of the people that apply get in and i dont have the skills. I know, I know. Youre thinking "Not with an attitude like that you arent." but really, I doubt I have a chance. This wouldnt matter if I loved what I was doing and enjoyed my classes, but I dont. Im scared and if I fail at this I dont know what Im going to do with my life and I dont know what to do about this. I would rather live with Gabe, but thats so out of the picture because I dont have a job or any skills to get me a job so I wouldnt be able to afford rent, and where would i go in life without a degree. Sure people  have lead very successful lives without one but those people were inventive and strong willed, or were naturally a genius in some field. If I tried that Id at best eventually get a crappy dead end job that I hate and will only ever increase wages to $10 an hour. I keep thinking I just have to get through these 5 or 6 years (thats IF I get in to the program) and then Gabe and I can be happy, but the exicution of this plan depresses me.

    How will I get through this?

Friday, 20 June 2008

  • I am now in Israel

    Hello, or Shalom from Israel. I have now been here a few days and am still jet lagged. really sucks. I woke up at 5 and now at 6 pm I am very tired. I went to the beach earlier and had a blast. I tried to build a sand castle but with no success. Then I went and covered my self in sand and make a sand angel then in the skirt I wrote Nezza+Gabe. I know its cheesy but eh... deal wit it. I have uploaded pictures of Domo (my loaned hug buddy for the month) on the plain and in the airport and what not.

    Speaking of Domo, the gift Gabe planed for me was amazing! He gave me 4 bags of Dove chocolate, a CD, and on loan one of his shirts, Domo, and a Photo viewer full of pictures of him, and lastly this awesome goo stuff called wizards potion. it jiggles like water but it stays together so well. Sorry gabe if i forgot anything but it was all so overwhelming and wonderful. God I Love Him! ! and not just because he gives me things. Well I'm going to have to go to dinner at my uncles soon so Letraote Bye! (<-- how the Israelies say it)

Monday, 02 June 2008

  • I type to you from Iowa State!! I am at Freshmen orientation, Session one.. i think. Blarg I have some time on my hands. Now its time for lunch

  • well my blog today is mainly to get me some of those credits so i can give Gabe an "eprop" or whatever, on his most recent blog about love and my (apparently) annoying pink winged beast...... shes just so cute I paused to hug her! Take that world!

    so now that you know WHY I blog I shall come to the WHAT. Which is a little more important.. maybe..

    I just finished a book entitled L8r, g8r, third in a series, about three best friends who call themselves the "Winsome three." And it ends with them all looking to college and separating from, not only each other, but boyfriends as well. (Don't worry Gabe I wont spoil it.) but the attitude they all took in the end was "...just cuz we're splitting up doesn't mean we're 'splitting up'. i mean, we can visit each other," although I am not worried. I am only writing because the ending made me wheal up with emotion.

    I've also been thinking about the fact that me and Gabe do not have a song and while this isn't ideal, I am also not worried about this because sometime we are gonna be together and itll be a really great moment and then the perfect song will come on. So theres no need to rush it.

    Well its... 2:27 and i have to get up at 5.. I think, and so I feel this must be the end of my post. Good night fare World!  

Thursday, 29 May 2008

  • OOOoo My first Blog! ! ! !

        well ill get jiggy with the fonts later. like maybe next time. Ummm.. well I dont really know what to blog about maybe ill tell you about the day im having.

        so I went to two Grad parties with Gabe then we went to a picnic.. YAWN!

        Ima start over... Im gonna hang out wit ma gurl Emily!! Cant wait.. then after Gabe gets off work he will join us.

        so he told you about the talk last night but after he really wanted a hug so we decided that first thing in the morning he would come over and get the hug he so desired. Well he did and it made me happy.

        ok! good enough for now.

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